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Frankly, i'm surprised and yet bored with the fct that i can't let go many things that i've hidden in my heart. Its killing me. Anyone can lend a nice listening and compromising ear to me ?

i'm looking foward to ball tml even tho its 3am and im still blogging.

Blogging the first time in 5 month is actually quite a drag.

I know no one's forcing me to blog but...

I really wanna be really whinney now and hopes someone will just listen

I know that when things start going your way , something must be really wrong.

Army's been a little breezy nowadays. Thank goodness i've got my psp and many unwarrant scolding to keep me in place.

I've gotten new glasses but i still wanna get somemore new pairs.

I wonder if i'm still going through the teenagers phase or desperately trying to get out of it...

Why do so many people think that nothing can knock me down? It's getting pressurising and irritating.

Why do i get so easily irritable nowadays ...

I really hate to be judgemental but ...

I really hope that God stops giving me a choice and make me be holy so that i can don't sin ever again and make me less pressurised to be good. But thats already letting me make a choice...

I really really wanna help people but confidence is slowly leaking out especially when i'm n church ...

I doubt i can enjoy mass this week ...

I'm afraid that someone will read this post and judge me.

I'm afraid that i'm always so afraid of being judged and being proud of it.

I'm sick and tired of Xavier

I always sound like i'm going to end my life soon but i know when i wake up i'll be too tired trying to enjoy my weekend to the fullest to care about such retarded stuff.

I need someone to tell me that he/she is not going to judge me or at least will try his/her best not to do it.

I just realized that i'm the worst judge of myself.

I need myself to freak off so that i can live in peace with myself.

This is not random