Loads of thoughts

I am at Addison's house now , supposed to be studying summation , but the chapter is really getting onto my nerves. Its really really difficult . Damn the chapter .

Anyway , besides , i've been listening to The Veronicas . Really pleasing change of musics . Their music reanges from light pop to gothic pop which is actually rather convincingly nice .

"Give me one good reason why in time i should believe in youyou had me, you had it, everythingSo close your eyes and remember all those liesthat you never say when you pretend that youwill be with me again" - Part of their lyrics from "Did YA Think"

Anyway , its 3.15 am already . Gosh. I'm just blinking my tiredness away . Anyway , i just wanna recall the many times when i was young and had quite some fun with my cousins and all now that we aren't even talking to each other when we meet each other for Chinese new year once in a year.

I remembered we all went for chalet once. I mean whoa , my family actually got a lfe . So that was when we actually gathered together to do something nice . The frolic at the swimming pool was just part of the vague memories i had of the place where i childishly tried to stuff my finger into the water sprinkler . haha .

We went to one of my granduncle's house in Desaru in malaysia where he had somesort of an ancient bungalow . I remembered playing badminto there . haha .retarded . i supposed we went to some nice natural swimming area where there's fishes and all . Shucks . I'm losing my grip on such memories . Especially when they no longer serve any purpose. Except to make my loss feel more pronounced . Feeling a little emo now. But think know it'll pass . I seem to have grown out of the emo-ing .

Met a new nice friend through the net , name's Bervyn. Seems to him he's a really reflective person , which kinda influenced me a little . Unlike most of my frens , his comments and all makes sense. I guess he is my closest online fren whom i've never met before. kinda weird and all but i'm still really glad to know him . I truly appreciate all your affirmations Bervy , which is getting lesser and lesser this year . Hope u're happy Bervy !

Tomorrow's the big dinner day at Addison's house ! we're gonna have steamboat ! Gonna be a blast ! i hope ! Still currently undecided whether i should go for session first or stay on at addison's hse till the dinner while studying . Summation summation . Feel like giving up this chapter .

The recent bleach manga chapter has some substantial retardness to it . The way ichigo defeated grimmjaw was quite , how to say , disappointing ? After GJ used his "most devasting attack" - the 10 claws thingy , ichigo managed to cut through them and then fly towards GJ to plunge his katanna into GJ's chest . A little weird cause GJ should have just escaped . And easily at that with his enhanced animalistic powress . Personally , after i defeated GJ ( if i was ichigo ) , i would have befriended him . GJ would have been a great ally ! He's really really strong !

IF he could handle Ichigo at full power , he can most probably defeat byakuya - rukia' bro-in-law and kenpanchi , who are the strongest 2 out of the 13 squad, aside from yama old man . I was thinking , after ichigo's shikai , he goes bankai , then becomes a semi-hollow . And now despite him being at his maximum power in his vizard form , he could hardly finish off grimmjaw . So how can he compete with other stronger opponents ?

People like uliquorra and noroi will probably beat the hollow out of him . Hope he goes through another transformation . Like maybe he join hands with his dad and suck out all his dad's power and use them as his own to supplement his power or something . His dad must be a major powerhouse , to be able to have a son powerful enough to snuff out the strongest in the 13 squad . His mom will be proud

Am listening to "Secret " by The Veronicas . Fantastic rhythm and tempo . Bervy ! U've got to listen to it !

"You're a little obsessed with me And I'm a little bit scared of you The way you look and stare at me Maybe it's time I let you know You could call me six times but still I won't pick up the phone You could spend all your money on mebut still I'll say no You could write a million letters everyday confessing to me That I am the girl of your dreams But nobody ever asked me I never looked at you that way 'Cause I always thought you were gay Every time you come around You just look me up and down And then you try to hold my hand I'm confused now I don't understand " - Part of the lyrics from "Secret"

The album cover looks quite uniqe but quite retardish at the same time . 2 kisses ? and crumpled paper ? Such techniques are rather overdone . haha . I'm not in any position to say anything tho . My art's about the same standard as my maths . Horrendous .

Speaking of naruto , the recent fight between dei and sasuke seems to be really interesting . One of the more intellectually impressive fights because they involve techniques and skills aside form throwing kunais and whatevernot. But what i don't understand is that why can't sasuke jst use genjitsu on dei right form the start. I would have him imagined that he was fighting sasuke when he was actullay just wriggling in his little genjitsu world and then tire himself up and then think that he has blown himself up while in actual fact , sasuke is just standing there laughing at him. Of coz , it'll be rather lame to the readers , but seriously , if im sasuke , dei's mind will be gone with the wind in 2 sec . haha . sorry . a little imagination running haywire here .